:: Monday, July 25, 2005 ::

I spent most of the day yesterday fixing computers in the house. Mine crashed a week ago and now it's finally up again.

At any rate I wanted to post this yesterday.

Happy Birthday Jeff!...

I miss you, you bastard.
:: Styk 9:28 AM [+] ::
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Invitations, flyers, movies, and Jeff...

It's all fine and dandy to do a "movie" night event again. I'm not knocking on that at all. I guess it's rubbing me the wrong way because Jeff's name and image are attached to it. It stinks just a little bit of using Jeff's name and image to push something. Then again I'm an asshole. I don't trust people. But then I have reasons.

I'm all for remembering Jeff. Shit I couldn't forget anyway. Who could that actually gave a shit about him and loved him? I just don't see the point in splattering his name all over an event. If the event is about movies (which it should be and what it was when Jeff started it) then make it about movies. Besides he isn't here anymore...which I don't think any of us will ever forget and certainly don't need an event named after him to remember.

For all I know "permission" was granted, not that it was legally needed. It's all cool and whatever. I'm just saying I don't agree with it. Do a movie night all you want. Dedicate opening night to Jeff in memory. Fine. Cool. But don't name the event after him and use his picture in the flyers. I just think a line was cross that stretches the boundary of "in honor of" and using name and image to promote an ongoing event.

I suppose it's a matter of perception. All I know is I what I deem acceptable or what I would be comfortable doing myself....you decide for yourself.

That's my worthless very biased 1.5 cents. Could be I'm just grumpy.
:: Styk 9:00 AM [+] ::
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I guess no one read this, no one read this ever.....

His memory is gone, no one sits and wonders why anymore do they? no one cares. We are all such selfish creatures. Yes, and I mean you.
I myself am a selfish piece of shit. I don't even make time to grieve, I just push it off, push it off another day. God, I miss you Jeff, I miss you Dad.....

What else need be said...
:: < Tortured > 12:03 AM [+] ::
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