Rehearsal again tonight. All should go well. See ya all Saturday right? Right.

I was tired as hell after we got home last night. Then found myself having energy I thought I didn't have a little later on...;)

Find myself day dreaming alot lately. You know typical crap. Like when I win the Powerball, Rockstardom..lol, and other things I won't mention. I guess reality is sinking in today because frankly it's all highly unlikely to happen...period. ..duh.
But damn, is not having to struggle week to week and perhaps making a living by way of music somehow someway..too much to ask?

I had a whole rant about hope written...then I said fuck it. ...why bother.

Hope is something I need very much right now..yet it's also the last thing I need right now. As usual...screwed either way.