Somedays I am fine, others I am not. I cannot help that. I try but somedays I just can't fight it. I have explained, I have expressed. I have opened up. It's like somedays you don't hear what I'm saying. But then I remember you will never truly know or understand. My perspective that is. How can you?

Nothing is a farce. I DO NOT pretend to feel something I do not. I feel like shit about myself...I have never had the greatest self-esteem anyway but something happened to make me feel worse about myself. So what do I do about it? What do you do about it? Questions...answers? I have none...I only write down my thoughts hoping to sort it all out.

Do I believe?...You?...Anyone?....sometimes. It's the only true answer I can give.